Sunday, May 23, 2010
@ 11:37 PM

Today went out for lunch and dinner with family .
had a great laugh during dinner.
no mood to elaborate.
19 more minutes,
and its going to be the second.
Not sure if your awake or asleep.
at 11:11pm,
i wished for you.
will it come true?
or will it go the other way round.
i dont want it.
i hate it, i'd hate myself for thinking these stuffs.
but i just cant control myself.
My emotions, sometimes i'd doubt.
am i myself?
I guess my heart is all yours.
i lost myself when i lost you .
Tmr's school,
can i dont go?
I'd think of how i'd face you, in school.
Will you be like last time,
smiled at me,
or just turn and walked away ?
will tmr be a better day ?